WorldOfIllusion

I want to try and make another light hearted and vaguely funny post but my head really isn’t in the right space for that. So here I am writing this, trying not to make this your average youth blog full of angst and… well… immaturity. Also I’m bound slightly by some of my readers. See I could go ahead and cut loose in a roundabout way If I knew I had the pseudo-anonymity of the internet. Yet I don’t.

Long story short I have to watch what I write. Instead of writing freely I make a sort of challenge… people from my life reading this blog should be able to pick up on little specific things that mean more than they may originally seem to. Not like a cry for help or anything, just combining parts of my life with this blog. See the title of this post is a very loose reference to how I now am answering phones at my work.

This should give you a hint as to how I am very much at the bottom. See being receptionist is a step up. Not complaining here, the work is good overall. Just I am very much at the bottom of the hierachy – except for the dog. I’m above Neddy…

I think.

Well my blog was down for an unknown amount of time again today, this time not cause of my host – rather the company I registered my domain name with. Don’t quite know what went wrong but they seemed to think that my name server didn’t exist, or that it was changed. Ah well.

For all you people out there who want to start your own self hosted blog, my advice:

Don’t do it on the cheap. Get a decent webhost (more specifically one with charges). See free webhosts who don’t sell advertising… they aren’t exactly compelled to give the most reliable service. Getting a decent host will hopefully cut down the annoying things you have to deal with, like reatrded downtime and mysql server resets every hour (really why would you do this, it really frustrates me).

Hope all of you out there are having a good time. Also just so you know – I will attempt to write at least once every two days. Every now and again I will write every day for a little while. Once every thousand years I will do two posts in one day. You’ll know its apocalypse when I do three in one day.

Today we have a guest writer, his/her name is Luzwinuxuv.

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In case you didn’t guess Luzwinuxuv is a spammer. He/she left this comment. Akismet didn’t catch it, luckily though I don’t let any new people post a comment with too many links. As you can see I removed all the links from this…

The spammers have gotten smarter, but not smart enough. Yet.

You want to know a sad fact?

Since leaving school I have forgotten so much of what I learnt. Most of the maths I studied so hard to master,  I can’t really recall. I’m sure I’d be able to if I put in a little revision but still… two years of learning maths (at the end) and I really haven’t taken anything from it.

Ah well.

Now rather than days of study and weekends of revision, I have weekdays of work then the rest of my time for myself. No work spilling over to my home life. Quite a difference to school where you go and learn, then get home and study. Of course that isn’t the case for everyone – but most of the time it was for me.

Overall I was a very last minute person for school, I wouldn’t pre-plan everything, I’d leave assignments to the week before and all that fun stuff. Still I seemed to achieve well enough for what I wanted. Sometimes I wonder though; how would I have gone If I had put in my full effort. Ah well. Doesn’t matter any more.

See I got a place in my desired course – in the end that’s all that really matters right?

Really I am.

The other night I was at a charity fund-raising dinner thing. I won some very feminine wine and two vouchers for the garden buffet at star city. Anyone like pink moscato?

Anyhow hope everyones having a good time. Good luck in all your endeavours – and hopefully good luck in all of mine.

Sometimes people just get lucky breaks. Whether its an aspiring musician getting noticed, an author getting a major feature or simply winning something. Still while these lucky people get uplifted and given things (in the case of winning something) there are others left behind.

Most of the time you will be one of those people. The unlucky ones that is. It’s basically an offshoot of Murphy’s law. For those of you not in the basic know, the base idea of this law is that ” anything that can go wrong, will go wrong”. This then gets appropriated to being rather than things going wrong, they simply don’t go right. In this case you don’t get the lucky break, you don’t win. The line next to you goes faster. Simple everyday things. See not everyone can win – only so many can be uplifted before everyone is on the same level.

Still it is a very bleak view. Ah well, enough with the negativity. Free cookies for everyone.

*note: the ‘free cookies’ incurr a delivery charge of $20.99 (in whichever currency is of the most value at time of delivery). Side effects include extreme pain, vomiting, death. More rare side effects include fattening, sugar rushes, etc.*

Well my blog at this very moment in time is ranked 26 on Blog Storm.

The proof should be directly to the right of this. Just so you know clicking the picture will take you to my page on blog-storm where you can vote for me blog and make me feel loved and important.

Anyhoo. Sometimes it can be really hard to figure out just what to say. We may say the wrong thing, we may say the right thing. Depending on the time and the place it can be a big deal or not matter at all. Still life would be so much easier if we were just given that little bit more insight.

If we knew the ‘inside scoop’ so to say. We could comfort friends, get ourselves out of trouble, impress people and so much more. However life would lack excitement and adventure, there would be no real risk, no taking a chance. Despite how we can hate not knowing what to say, knowing what to say could be even worse.

Ah well. All I know is it would make my life a lot easier. How about you?

Well it seems that my blog and site where down for a couple of hours today. At least for me.

As far as I can tell it was just the server I was one, or it may simply have been my very dodgy internet. Still all is now well as you can see by the fact that I have written this post.

Good day. Also once every hour you should get a database error – thats when my webhost reboots the mysql servers, yes its annoying but its also free.

A lot of the time when I come to write something for this blog I really have no idea what I’m going to say. Other times I have a set topic which then normally just gets decimated as I move on to other things. This blog and its writings a lot of the time are very… spontaneous I guess. Not in that I don’t edit them after I write them, cause I do. I change word order, add bits, change grammar and so on. The point being I will come and sit down, then wait for some idea to materialise. Then I will run with it.

Kind of like in this post, I sat, I waited… and then I started writing. This is the result. Also another inside scoop, music often helps with this writing process.

Now onto something completely different.

Life can go along in strange ways, things can change so quickly and so easily. One moment you may think you know what’s going on – then the next you are completely lost. I would put in a simile here but that would just put the nail in my English ruined coffin. See learning English in school has changed me. As much as I wish it was otherwise I can’t lie about it. Well I can but I’m not going to… at the moment.

I would explain (and before editing I had) but it was boring really didn’t read well.

The End.