To further my attempt of regular posting in yet another attempt to try and actually get some regular traffic and maybe even one or two people that know how to comment; I’m writing this post. Hopefully the random title (which is simply part of a line of a poem by an author english is making me study) will serve this post well. One thing i’ve noticed is over the last 2 or 3 weeks i’ve had around 8 users register accounts on my blog. They all have pretty strange email addresses with gmail and their username is just their email address (without @gmail.com). Not a single one of them has commented so- my conclusion is they must be spam.

The question now is what to do? Here is my manifesto: I will delete these supposedly bogus accounts one by one (that’s one a day) until one of them comments. If none of them comment then they will all be gone *insane laughter here*. Moving on. Do you ever get that feeling like you should have done something that you didn’t or something should have happened and it didn’t? Well they’re kind of two seperate feelings but I tend to experience them at the same time. One is the product partially of my overactive imagination and boredom the other is partially from procrastination and a lack of confidence I guess. Drawing this together I do believe that when I’m not out and about doing things and meeting up with people I don’t cope too well.

It starts a bit of a downward spiral which ends up with me being… a word I can’t quite think of. In the end it leaves me feeling down, melancholy and more. Life seems to look just a little bit grey and dull. To try and combat this I try to distract myself- I sleep in, laze around, play games but in the end it doesn’t really help.

I need human interaction. Something exciting, some drama or scandal to light up the world around me. On that note ill end yet another (and completely humourless) ramble.
Until next time…

Written by: WorldOfIllusion